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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 20, 2008, 6:12 PM


sleep for dreaming

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 20, 2008, 7:31 AM
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: playradioplay - some crap about furniture
  • Reading: HP fanfics
  • Watching: youtube
  • Eating: cheerios
  • Drinking: soymilk
today is my birthday. :]]

and i just feel really, really happy for some reason. i mean, i'm not doing anything today save for the sleepover with emily tonight, but idk, right now i just feel like...how one would feel after finally finding that sacred chocolate chip cookie they've been looking for all these years, and after eating and cherishing it bite by bite.

...or not. -shot'd-

anywayyyy. um. I LOVE THAT EMOTICON. it's adorable. <3 andand sarah showed me the most awesome icon ever- behold:

:iconimhighplz:

YEY. okay. so. sometimes i really, really question my sanity. buuuut, i heard somewhere that if you're sane enough to think you're insane, then you're alright. lmaolmao. that just made me remember something- did you know the guy who wrote the oxford dictionary was a certified lunatic? xDDD THAT IS SO COOL. anyway. i'm rambling again. lalala.

i'll collect a million years

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 15, 2008, 2:12 PM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: enya - river
  • Reading: think what you will - HP fanfic
  • Watching: michael phelps do scary laps
it was raining outside- not the normal kind of downpour. i could hear the thunderous splattering echoing throughout this old, old house, and when i looked up in alarm as the sound of raindrops suddenly increased around 100 times louder, the branches out the window were desperatedly tossing their leaves around like...leaves. xD

i got up to wash a spoon that's been lying in the sink for around 2 days. -shot'd- there's a large window right above the counter, and i started to just watch the rain, forgetting the faucet and letting the water run, a wild notion in my mind to just run out and dance around between the droplets. there was a kind of terrifying awe about the scene- especially when the rain suddenly stopped. disappeared. and after a few minutes, well- the sun's out.

and the only reminder of what was happening a couple moments ago is the thunder rolling in the distance.

kinda makes you think. or me. xD things can pass pretty suddenly- time, troubles, dreams. and when nature demonstrates for you these philosophies with such magnificence, you're definitely humbled. and ponderous.
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OKAY SMART MODE OVER. if you even called that smart -shot'd- my birthday's in...what, 5 days? reallyyyy excited. okay, maybe not because i'm not doing anything on my bday. [save for emily coming over, but she hasn't called me on that one yet] i'm kind of regretful, though- after all, who wants to leave their childhood further and further like this? ah well.

dum dee dum. i am the messenger, by markus zusak, is a very worthwhile book. hilarious at some points and poignant at others. and i should get back to SAT practice right now. >>; BUT I DONT WANT TO, MA. okay, my mom's not home but whatever.

I RAMBLE A LOT. i want to eat some peeps. you know, those marshmellow-y bunnies? never had one before, actually. -hears audience draw a collective gasp- imaginary audience, i mean. xD

...i procrastinate way too much. it'll be the death of me, i swear. it's my worst trait- laziness. I SHOULD START ON THOSE APPLICATIONS AND HW AND INSTALLING THOSE SOFTWARES AND MATH AND ESSAYS AND PIANO AND WRITING. GAHHHHH. -dies- okay, i'm better. feels good to see what i have to do all listed out. or ranted, eheheh.

TODAY'S TOPIC: PREP SCHOOLS. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THEM? hahaha, it'll be funny if no one comments this thing and this question just wastes away among dust and old ice skates.

...i want a pair of ice skates. -shot'd- and feel slightly productive and happy after writing this whole thing.

a dreamer dreams she never dies

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 8, 2008, 8:05 AM
  • Mood: Regretful
  • Listening to: mushaboom - feist
  • Reading: my 1st grade journals :D
  • Watching: beijing olympics
  • Eating: chinese curry
  • Drinking: arizona ice tea
lalalala
[link]
is love

and i am veryyyy bored
as in extremely bored
in the greatest sense of the word
asdjfkl;
I WANT TO DO SOMETHING.
...i'm so lazy.

to fake cavities, eat a sesame flavored icecream bar. 8D
the opening ceremony for the olympics is really random this year.
i tried watching it online but it was kinda wierd. like, i can watch 15 minutes of it before the screen switches to some random soccer game so i have to download the thing all over again.

bloc party - kreuzberg
is a good song
so is
clark gable - the postal service

yeyyyy.
those who know me IRL, call me or something.
I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE.
...i have no idea what i want to do for my bday. well, i do- i wanna watch a broadway show with some friends- but it's way too expensive. and eveyrthing else is just. boring. ;; OH WELL.

dadada. no, i don't feel regretful but that little guy is just so cute owo

I MISS CAMP. ;_______________;
i miss sneaking out the campus at night to go downtown, i miss the nightly movies in someone's room on their laptop, i miss the 1 cent dumplings in that little vendor that tasted like heaven, i miss the 7-people sleepovers with everyone in the same room. -sob- and that little cafe on the second floor of our dorm that had homemade spaghetti and a little electric keyboard we played happy bday on for a friend. and i ALMOST MET michael phelps too there. ;;

oh well. life moves on. xD i could go rambling on and on about camp. it was in beijing, and we lived on this university campus with two people a dorm. there was a lot of freedom- we took care of our own food, so getting breakfast at mcdonald's or something was okay. and i learned kungfu there! 8D andddd...uh, my roomie had poofy hair. my friend and i broke her laptop keyboard once without her knowing. -shot'd- IT WAS SARAH'S FAULT. righttt?

okay. i'm going to do homework now. I HATE HOMEWORK. then again, who doesn't? x)

OKAY

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 30, 2008, 7:09 AM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: she will be loved - maroon 5
  • Reading: the last lecture - randy pausch
  • Drinking: lipton milk tea
IM BACK
I HAVE A LOT TO WRITE ABOUT
BUT IM VERY LAZY
AND I MISSED CAPSLOCK VERY MUCH TOO
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lalalalalala
ill write about summer so far later
maybe in another journal thing
or edit this one
okay so im going to go do some laundry now
8DDD